Thursday, January 24, 2008

hallo. i m a tired man i tell u. but before u say anything. if my gf asked me to go out even if i m dead beat. i ll still do it as long as i can find the excuse to go out.

anyway. works been mixed. abit of fun, sian-ness at the same time. i like the idea that i m learning illustrater and photoshop and sharpening the skills i picked up in jc. but the long hours and the fact the people around me are fricking pro compounded by the fact i take quite long to get things done gets to me once in a while. anyways, its kinda funny. i think it took helmut, ching and ray like 9 days to break their "we ll stop smoking". quite amusing, other than the fact they stink after. i have low tolerance for cigarette smoke smells. haha. apparently, "it was a day of weakness". time will tell. ching is damn patient man. he taught me pathing for today. lol. funny guy. workplace is like much brighter with him around. even thou tzang is also funny too but i dont sit near him so i hear less of his crap.

i shall eat porridge tmr instead of chicken rice or fishball noodles. heh. cant wait for the weekend. oh and i saw pearlyn again today. walao. i said hallo and she jumped. haha. i was like, its broad daylight girl, there are no ghosts around.

oh yar. and o level grades are out. and its like reading that in the papers really makes me more eager to get my own results. its like everytime i think about it, i freak out. i transport myself back to the time where i was in the exam hall doing that econs paper and i transport myself back to the times i didnt study hard enough for econs. just not able to do a damn thing about it. somehow, i know myself. but i m clinging on to the hope that God ll do a miracle and i ll be able to go to smu. even thou i havent been being very good lately. sigh.

thats another issue. and then i freaked myself again. i m gonna feel like i let miss zaleena down if i dont get an A for lit. wad if its a B or much worst. oms. this feeling sucks. ideally, nothing lower than a C except for chinese. i sound like such an ass. but God help me.

|cowpoo| 8:59 PM|

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